as the day gets nearer, i am getting more and more anxious. i am not sure how to handle it. Takut sangat. Orang patut happy lah kan, nak dapat anak - ini takut pulak. maybe i feel i don't have enough support or maybe i just feel like i am not ready. oh! otak, jangan lah fikir sangat. at this stage, a pregnant lady sure needs a lot of encouragement instead of being stuck in the middle of things. terasa banyak sangat tak habis buat lagi. dapat pula laki yang kerja shift tak menentu dan agak berat nak buat benda time cuti. huu! i feel like hiring someone to clean the whole house and rearrange things the way i want it to be. boleh?
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